Friday 16 March 2012

moving on again

my phone got stolen, it was just 2 months old but it was my "love at first sight". i wouldn't say my first and last  as i don't really believe in that.
it had everything i needed, it was the best phone ever. i mourned a lot and still am when writing this but really helpless; whatever i do i know for a fact that it is not coming back to me; though hope is still alive.
the best part about my stolen love was it's sim card which was a really old one which was the heart of my phone and that gave 7 yrs of connection and it just went just like that.
it was lying on my desk and then stolen away by someone who's face i did not get to see, i do not know how and where will it be lying now, how will that other someone use it.
i loved it so much and so much i miss it that i cannot help but keep thinking over and over again.
but i think its time to move on "again" and look out for another one though i will always remember this part of my life that in such a short span i got attached and then some shit happened....
that is what it is in life always keep moving on...cry it out ...ease yourself....take some time..keep hope for something better...do not believe in unrealistic miracles.....do not forget to cherish the good old times as that will make you realize the value and existence of your present life.


Monday 23 January 2012

is it just for me?

from past few years i have been working with a lot of zest and passion. i am stressed, tired, affecting my health and look totally flushed out.

last night when i was at bed, trying hard to sleep i was asking myself that why am i working so hard, & for whom? is it just for me? or for the ones i am going to spend my life with? obviously at some point or the other we all get such bizarre doubts and questions in our mind?

in the morning i got up by the sound of my mom and my sister laughing on some random topic and instantly my stress hangover subsided with a smile and I forgot all about my stress, then i realized, that it is me who will be happy and satisfied if I make others, like my family & friends feel the same.

so, yes it is just for me i am slogging so much and will carry on like this my entire life.

obviously there wasn’t any rocket science in comprehending this subject :)

Tuesday 15 November 2011

it’s sad


it’s sad when you don’t have someone with whom you can share you happiness or sorrows. i feel the same, i am confused with my life where am I heading and what do i want in in life.
it’s always not an ambition in life which makes up for everything thing, it is the life you need.
i don’t know if I miss that someone in my life or is it just a “phase” of loneliness which is making me sad?

perception of love


everyone has a different goal of living and as time goes by everyone gets a chance to achieve it. but when its love, i believe it’s not a goal to achieve, its something which is so impeccable that no one can get hold of it completely.
its something you need to find and cannot expect to get it all the time
though it is believed that love is all around you, you just need to spot it and hang on to it but that’s not that
you really need to work hard to get hold of it and keep it forever. love is something which no one can experiment on or even understand. it is just by loving someone you know the importance of getting it back for yourself
the reason we love someone is very selfish, as we want that for our self.
i am very selfish myself, but also don’t understand the concept of it and I don’t even feel i will ever understand it

waiting is the hardest thing in my life


i hate waiting for something and i think many of us hate it too
waiting for anything like for a job, becoming successful in life, a phone call by someone you love, a new cellphone, college results, or anything. i simply hate it
working on your patience, is something you learn over a period of time but that also involves waiting for that time to come. OMG why is it so difficult?
though i have changed a lot by now, life has taught me quite a bit ups and downs in it’s path.
the more you think about the fact that you have to wait for something to happen the more you will get frustrated, so what i do is i occupy my mind on something which i have already got and try to cherish the present moment with that thought.
diverting your mind to some other beautiful thoughts help you smile without making an effort :)