moving on again

my phone got stolen, it was just 2 months old but it was my "love at first sight". i wouldn't say my first and last  as i don't really believe in that.
it had everything i needed, it was the best phone ever. i mourned a lot and still am when writing this but really helpless; whatever i do i know for a fact that it is not coming back to me; though hope is still alive.
the best part about my stolen love was it's sim card which was a really old one which was the heart of my phone and that gave 7 yrs of connection and it just went just like that.
it was lying on my desk and then stolen away by someone who's face i did not get to see, i do not know how and where will it be lying now, how will that other someone use it.
i loved it so much and so much i miss it that i cannot help but keep thinking over and over again.
but i think its time to move on "again" and look out for another one though i will always remember this part of my life that in such a short span i got attached and then some shit happened....
that is what it is in life always keep moving on...cry it out ...ease yourself....take some time..keep hope for something better...do not believe in unrealistic miracles.....do not forget to cherish the good old times as that will make you realize the value and existence of your present life.

is it just for me?

from past few years i have been working with a lot of zest and passion. i am stressed, tired, affecting my health and look totally flushed out.

last night when i was at bed, trying hard to sleep i was asking myself that why am i working so hard, & for whom? is it just for me? or for the ones i am going to spend my life with? obviously at some point or the other we all get such bizarre doubts and questions in our mind?

in the morning i got up by the sound of my mom and my sister laughing on some random topic and instantly my stress hangover subsided with a smile and I forgot all about my stress, then i realized, that it is me who will be happy and satisfied if I make others, like my family & friends feel the same.

so, yes it is just for me i am slogging so much and will carry on like this my entire life.

obviously there wasn’t any rocket science in comprehending this subject :)